~You're appearing even in my dreams.~

♥ Sunday, November 1, 2009

~My faith in you is fading~

Okay, some rescent updates today. I have been sporting again for almost whole of last week.Not again. For these two weeks i've been getting back my results.. Results are quite okay.. I'm happy that i'm not retaining.. God really blessed me.I've been worried after EOY that i will retain.. Extremly worried till i dream of it.But fortunately i passed english. Need to thank madam yanti she marked our paper=)Passed Chem. Did quite okay for physics. Failed combine humans =( When i saw my result slip i just passed my DNT for EOYS.. I think Mr hazmi tried really hard to pass me yeah.

So life after exam its rather boring. Go to class purely doing corrections.But during english we watched the Shutters.Its a thai ghost movie.That is extremely scary.Its one of the scariest horror movie that i watched.Japan ones are still more scary.Class screamed alot.But the boys are really enjoying themselves when hearing the girls screaming non stop so does miss lavania.

Went on the duck tour on thursday 29th october.It was suppose to be a program with our overseas buddy but it became a SC outing lol.Mdm Hayati and miss chen wei juan brought us there.First morning was a bus tour around the city introducing abt singapore history and buildings then followed by a cruise down the Singapore River.Nice Miss Chen bought us breakfast to go for the bus tour.After the cruise it was Lunch. Had barberque steamboat over at simei.Drinks there super ex sia. After lunch went home and fetch racket change up and went for badminton again=)

Friday got back result slips.Lavania allowed us to add her in facebook cos we might not be in her form class next year=( When miss lavania asked me to stack chairs for her i did.Though she often screamed at us, she is a good mother to all of us.I believe 3R7'09 will definately remember miss lavania the chili. Though i always mentioned about lavania screaming at us, i really cannot bear to deny her effort in being a good and loving mum to 3r7. I respect her very much. Really.. Guess lavania left a great impact on me.Forgot to hand in physics work book and i rushed off home to get racket and change cos of the china briefing.Lousy memory.Bedok stadium today was pretty quiet.Bao cai me abel and jiahao took 2 courts. One for free haha.Finally today had family feast.After so long!! We keep on use Seah Yuchi and de siao baocai got him dam fed up haha. Cos baocai surname is Seah also mar.The best joke was. Why Seah Yuchi's bag got dump into the recycling bin and yours also arh? Cos sec 4 that time baocai's bag kena thrown into the recycling bin. Abel was the creater of the joke. We laughed all the way from KFC to bedok stadium. After dinner. We went for illegal court over at bedok stadium=) Super happy always hanging out with this clique. Today he said something to offend the whole clique. I was with the clique. We walked from bedok to tanah merah. I had pain but he dunno.. It hurts even more when i see him so tired struggling to come down and he just went home. It cut really deeply.It cuts even more when i saw the reborn gundam.. It really hurts.

Saturday was the parent briefing for the china trip.Went with daddy and mummy to t mart to take breakfast. We were late for 15 minutesT_T After china briefing, mummy and daddy accompanied me down to hou kang to Auntie Angela's clinic to get a flu vaccine jab.I ended up with two jabs.One left one right.After two painful jabs, we headed down to Queenstown there and get two pairs of shoes, badminton racket grip, new water bottle, even badminton pants. I spend a big bomb there.But somehow mum and dad just bought o.o. Popped to City plaza then to roxy. Mum making a rose quatz ear stud for me. Its a love stone.Dunno if will bring love luck ma. Went down to bedok play sports after getting changed at home. Went into bedok stadium with Beng and jia hao. Wa kau play with Beng si bei xia suay myself la. Cos jus jabbed both hands cannot use strength.. So lost alot of face today. T_T After sports about 10 i went down to temasek club and join mum and sis for karaoke session. I miss k box la. Its so much better there. Mum seems happier cos i went down in the end. Keke.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

~It kills seeing u walking away without looking back~

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Sunday, November 01, 2009

♥ Thursday, October 15, 2009

Okay time for some updating.. Sorry for being missing for so long=X Time really flies. End of year exams are finally over. No more being dragged up at 5am in the morning to study, no more staying in school until 9pm, no more being nagged to study..Yeah it really feels good. Unfortunately no more maggie mee from the night study thingy haha.

This EOY gave many first experience... First that left me the deepest impression was went over to Xin Rong's house to stay over=) That was awesome! First time staying over at friends place. I regretted not bringing my hello kitty night dress.haha i'm being lame.We bake cup cakes over at her place as snacks. During afternoon, i went out to meet jiahao and other clique.Jon, jia hao zong ming and myself.Jon went to his brother's chalet and got bitten by some bugs throughout his body=( i guess its body sensitive..His hands hurt due to his superman character..I hurt too=(We went to the guardian there to see if theres medicine for him..My medicine nided doctor's prescription so nono=( with my medicine he would definately recover much faster...Ok.. i took 38 together with jon. Went back to school there and took 28 go back to xinrong's. Ate dinner with her and her mum. Its feels warmer i dunno why..She and her brother are amazing.They whip delicious dishes=) really enjoyed the dinner.After dinner, we went back to her room and prepared to bath. After a while, i went to her mum's room to bath.After bath we went into the kitchen and get coke and went supper with my parents. After that went to hers and study till 3.. Yeah thats about it.. Her cakes are amazing.

I remembered clearly during ss paper it was okay..But after emath paper 1 i cried horribly. Studying with clique has been alright until E-maths..I broke down after E-maths.. Heard class say that the paper was so easy so what..I broked down when clique were talking bout the paper.It felt horrible when you hear your class and even others also describe the paper as easy...Rong and gracie were following behind me.. i can hear their foot steps. Yea i run to the toilet over at D&T workshop and broke down horribly.Atika was behind me but i told her to join rong and gracie first.After that i recovered and join them studying.

Another thing.. I lost like a purse with 80 bucks inside?! i swear its epic.On the last day , had D&T. Went to K box with Gracie and xinrong.We signed student package and went in for about 4 hours. It was the third time that we were in home clothes and we went to sing karaok together at 2 hub.Sang until 7 plus we went to food court at downtown east and eat.Rong and gracie look really good today!=)Since i've been with clique, i had many first times... Yet with them its so enjoying but inferor inside at times. It was so real but yet like a dream that i held to tightly. I fear.The more i hold on tight the more this friendships will be gone like my previous.. i really wan long and smooth sailing friendships too...i wish clique and i will last long..Looking forward to the second time of singing karaok

*Speedy Recovery~ Dun get hurt anymore..i feel it too.*

Labels: EOY GONER

Thursday, October 15, 2009

♥ Monday, September 28, 2009

Okay.. Let me use some precious resting time to update a little. Today was rather a tiring day. Just came back studying from school.Today i did my first presentation during assembly n front of the level sec 3.First was physics.Was doing 10 yr series.. Nothing much. Mother tongue i still owe a letter writing.Was doing a sort of revision practice.E maths was up next. Ms sayuri's back. Gota buck up on maths. It wun be easy but i will persevere.Recess was at 11 today.. Sigh.. Cannot meet gracie and xinrong for recess le.. Met them a little while and went down for recess.Next lesson was POA. Doing paper 1 of some schools.. Friday theres test. Before free period went over to xin rong for script. Help her copied a little somehow. Nothing much..

Okay up was sep.Was hiding on lvl 5 staircase thinking about presentation.It has been a week since i called or texted him. Will he text me? Nope doubt so.. Went back to class. Recieved a call from xin rong and rushed off to MPH.Reheased the presentation abit. Not long after, the classes came in and settled down.The assembly kicked off with a prize presentation for the sudoku challange. I was up next. I can hear lots of applause from the stage esp from my class. Dunno if they meant to tease me or help me but i'm still thankful. I saw melanie wong clapping too.. Duno if she meant it.But the moral of my class meant more to me. I dunno if they hate me or what so ever.. i never expected them to like me but i hope they dun hate me.. Being hated in class i know the feeling best. Being teased, being bullied, being ignored...all these feels horrible really..From lower sec coming to upper sec no matter how much i changed i doubt class will feel it..

Anyway i went up presented. I mispronoused alot words.. Never prepare well as well as being really nervous. Really glad to have group on the stage together wtith me or i would have died... After presentation, can see that some people were laughing at me but some like Sarah=) came to me with a jiayou sign..It was really encouraging.. thankyou.. I reallly want to ask class if i'm still a public enermy.. But i dun dare.. Sigh.. Anyways studied with group until 6..

To my dearest Gracie, Xin Rong and Atika:Thank you so much my dearest girls. You all have been here with me all these whiles through my breakdowns and everything. Listening to my complains and everything. You belles are really my most precious treasure that i gotten.

Labels: First assembly presentation.

Monday, September 28, 2009

♥ Saturday, September 26, 2009

Today my wonderful maid did not wake me up! Oh holy crap i woke up at 7.20 and smsed xin rong first that i would be late. I dunno why but her name sprang into my mind.Had a quick wash up and dashed down to tamp interchange and meet them. Somehow miss coelho was surprised to see me. She commented that i was rather on for everything. Haha super random but i am really happy that at least someone regonises my contributions.Somehow i look forward to retiring. Group looked overjoy to see me down.They accompanied me for a hearty breakfast over at KFC.After that we return to the booth.We walked around to survey survey around the exhibition area.

Mr Tang tasked me to talk some images to do a presentation to the upper sec on Monday. I am super nervous.Group and me took many random photos all around.I represented the school to go up the stage and recieve the cert of participation.Ngee Ann seem to be the ONLY secondary school. The rest are ITE and PRIMARY.Minister came to our booth.I explained the cross culture thingy to him..I felt brave at that moment.

I felt so sorry to group and mr tang. I went down for badminton at jiahao's house. Abel and vivien are both there. I decided to buy a racket with smack.I have really plenty of things to buy..Jiahao they all the chrismas present, Racket, bags, shoes. OMG i am going insane. Played a few quick games and went back to tamp together with vivien and gang. I enjoyed myself.But i reached back only at 3pm.When i was back, mr lao liu mang was there but atika homed. It was random that he was there. I ate alot of things.Finally quench my cravings for KFC.I look very unglam when eating. Bought many many display items, earings and crap.

After the whole exhibition ended, gracie left with school bus back home doing A-math while xinrong and me walked the whole t1. I wanted to understand her more such that at least i can do something for her or be there for her. I want to help her over come her weaknesses and maximise her potential.Shes an unrefined diamond actually. Its rather heartbreaking seeing her cry especially over some idiots who make her cry. I really dun understand why such a nice girl like her must suffer.One day i will stand strong together with her. I brought her to times to look at the pendants.I was thinking of getting one for her and group each actually.Budget abit tight ah=) i am held responsible for the ppt slides this time round. I hope i can do a good job.

* I promise you at least i would be there when you need me. Be strong and don't cry over people thats not worth you crying over=) Cos we love you always*

Labels: Recycling Day

Saturday, September 26, 2009

♥ Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Okay peep, today its a really special day. It started off with a normal day.But yet i am very excited.I'm going with group to Pulau semakau.The many green reps went over.I heard it was rather expensive.Skipped lessons. DNT was cancelled. Pek cek.But happy that can spend time with group.

Met atika first and waited for Gracie and xin rong to come down from class. My class ones are not going. Probably cos of me but i dun care.To me group is more important. After arival of xinrong and gracie, we went to buy lunch together.As usual i ate the slowest. Atika had to carry my bag fer me and xinrong my drink. Thank you so much, you belles are really sweet.Boarded the bus.Sat with gracie.Smsed jon and he replied that he was ***** mad.I was really worried that i called him at the pier.I dunno what happened, but can tell that he was pissed with something. Kept worrying about him even during the semakau trip.. Sigh.. this guy always bottles things inside himself and does'nt shares them.

Went on the ferry and sat on the upper deck. Was still talking to jon but he never answer me cos he was far too busy inside his tool storage.Hung up the phone half way. Sorry jon. The upper deck was super shiok. I was worried that i would drop my phone into the sea. Took many random photos and posted them onto facebook already..

After we landed on semakau, we went into the visitor centre and had a briefing about semakau.We were shown a movie clip.I nearly fell asleep. Next we were directed to the outside of the conference room and took some pictures there too. We waited for the other group to return and we went on our journey to tour the whole semakau. We were not that lucky to see pink dolphines. But we saw loads of mangrove forest. The atmosphere was filled with elective geography all of a sudden.We went on the tour bus=)

After we alighted, we took some photos all around.After that, we assembled back to the pier and went back to mainland.I rushed down together with atika. We took 291. I was competing with jon see who reach tampinese interchange first. Ended up we saw eachother's bus entering the inter change together. That was fun. We were on the phone.Met him over at bus 10 there. Took bus together with him.Homed after that. I realised we need to do a ppt. for lower and upper sec assembly T_T holy crap.=)

Labels: Pulau Semakau

Tuesday, September 15, 2009